Lightening Your Load

#60, January 24, 2001

 

Suddenly, the electoral crisis is gone, replaced by the electrical crisis. I pick up the morning paper from my driveway, and under the icy moonlight read "Power Blackouts to Continue." At work, we've been getting emails from PG&E asking us to please conserve. In Sacramento, legislators and lobbyists struggle over re-regulation, recrimination. And this morning the lights went out.

 

My colleagues and I were finishing a meeting to plan the promotion of ecological efficiency throughout the company. All the meeting notes were on my laptop computer. The lights outside the conference room blinked out, but our conference room stayed flooded with daylight. My computer's fan went silent, but the batteries kept the program running, and nothing was lost. We, the well-prepared eco-pioneers, sat for a few seconds, absorbing this fresh silence, appreciating the metaphoric poetry of our situation. Then we finished our meeting.

 

I'm not worried that California will run out of power. We've got a huge cushion of waste. Everywhere I go people habitually flip on all the lights upon entering a room, regardless of the light required for their work. The building designers are no better, passing up every opportunity to utilize daylight for illumination and a host of other energy saving methods. Why? There is no accountability. The designers and nearly all of the users don't see the bill from PG&E, and fewer people still see the debits against Mrs. Earth's account. That's got to change.

 

It brings to mind the experience of backpacking. A basic law of backpacking is that anything you want to use in the wild, from tent stakes to T-bone steaks, you have to carry on your back. This creates instant accountability. If you want the luxury of a tent you can stand up in, illuminated like your bedroom, fine! Just load up that thirty pounds of tent and white gas lantern. The first payment comes from your thighs, when you start up the switchbacks. You'll quickly learn that the six pound dome tent gives you all the shelter you really want for your week in the mountains, and that little candle lantern is just fine for illuminating pages of The Hobbit while you are snuggled into your sleeping bag.

 

As you slow down and settle into the state of "mountain mind", you begin to master the art of "getting by." You learn how to wash your pot and plate with only a cup of hot water, because you don't want to take another hike to the lake and have your stove again disturb the starry silence (next time, you'll eat out of the pot and leave the plate at home.) You discover that lightening your load needn't be deprivation. There is less stuff to pack and unpack and keep track of and repair. There is less separating you from the peace and beauty you seek.

 

Living lightly, wherever you are, becomes a habit, then a form of art, even a way to worship the natural world and its inhabitants. You are resourceful-- a wise user, and perhaps an inventor of appropriate technology. You look for every opportunity to gracefully eliminate wasted effort and resources from your life. (BTW, when you look for tools-- products and books-- to help in your transition to sustainable living, you won't find a better source than Hopland's Real Goods Trading Company, www.realgoods.com.)

 

My advice: take a backpacking trip in your mind, leave your cars and your cares behind. Laugh and play, fall in love with the earth, and pledge to protect her. Then imagine coming home, and thoughtfully choosing which of your possessions and habits you want to keep. Let the others go.

 

When the next power outage strikes, seize the moment! Think of everything it takes to get those electrons buzzing at your service, from the billion dollar oil wars to the legacy of radioactive waste to the foolish game of global climate roulette. Then ask yourself, for what in my life do I truly need to have power. Challenge old assumptions. When the lights come on again, see the world anew. Lighten your load, and walk lightly, joyfully upon the earth.